Feeling empty, hollow

I was walking around campus today feeling rather empty and hollow. It seemed like I was missing something, and quite honestly, I dunno why. I doubt it's because of my friends, or the people who think they're my friends, but because of a deeper and more psychological reason.

I think I've had some form of this feeling since November. I'm not sure of the basis of it (still need to learn more psychology) but I think it's related to self image.

I haven't been seeing myself the same way lately. I used to have the image of someone that could honestly do anything and go anywhere, but in the last 3 months or so, that's really declined. Christian Girl was a pretty large chunk of my image, and not coincidentally, November is when some awkward stuff happened. I don't think that's the primary reason.

I think the primary reason is more to do with my growing misantrophy. I'm sure this is just a passing feeling and it's going to change in a short period of time. I'll try to keep sane until then.